a reasonable dose of caffeine
and the presence of her constant saviour
she was appeased.
in deep wistful thinking
and a wall of faith heightening
she was high on dark shadows.
loneliness is not a subject of the matter
instead it feels more like ecstasy
to be in that rigid position, in that very moment.
the sound of bones cracking
made her flinch a little
but not enough for withdrawal
no, she was already rest-assured.
a hindsight of the last 30 days occurred to her
that maybe, just maybe
this could be it.
what is she scared of?
but fear, fear lives within every other being that breathes
especially for her, for she might have had too much
of evading fear and taking leaps of faith
because she tripped, eventually, every single time.
presentiment of things to come was already behind her
but with one eye shut, how about another round, she figured
it wouldn't be that big of a deal, it's nothing new
and it's not a settlement, it is a choice
a choice she believes she has her mind made up inaudibly.
and the presence of her constant saviour
she was appeased.
in deep wistful thinking
and a wall of faith heightening
she was high on dark shadows.
loneliness is not a subject of the matter
instead it feels more like ecstasy
to be in that rigid position, in that very moment.
the sound of bones cracking
made her flinch a little
but not enough for withdrawal
no, she was already rest-assured.
a hindsight of the last 30 days occurred to her
that maybe, just maybe
this could be it.
what is she scared of?
but fear, fear lives within every other being that breathes
especially for her, for she might have had too much
of evading fear and taking leaps of faith
because she tripped, eventually, every single time.
presentiment of things to come was already behind her
but with one eye shut, how about another round, she figured
it wouldn't be that big of a deal, it's nothing new
and it's not a settlement, it is a choice
a choice she believes she has her mind made up inaudibly.
